Today was supposed to be a new dayBetterBut still I have the scars of yesterdayThe painStill fresh like yesterdayI miss youBut the smell of yesterday’s pain irritates meThe distractionsFrustrationsBetrayalMake me act outI can’t get these times I’ve spentLoving you
Tag: broken heart
I’m Still Here
Dear lover ex-lover,I was willing to take a cityBut you had to go all bigAnd promise me the worldLook at me nowStruggling to separate myselfFrom all these promises you madeEvery word you said that included forever.I loved you so muchI was not ready to be aloneLook at me nowStruggling to un-love youSpending every time of… Continue reading I’m Still Here
I’m Not Good Enough for You
It’s not easy for me to admit this Deep down I wish it wasn’t true But I know I’m hurting you and I’m hurting myself Every decision I make is wrong There are days I wish I could do more Maybe I’m not good enough for you It hurts me to say this You deserve… Continue reading I’m Not Good Enough for You
It’s Too Late For Us
It's too late to change the past I picked my pieces and glued them back I cry for the days you forgot about me Your love slowly taught me how to do it alone You said it was tough love We know this was not true I saved my heart for you My life I… Continue reading It’s Too Late For Us
I Hate Myself for Loving You
I hate myself for loving youFor thinking that there will ever be an usI hate myself for believing that you loved meFor thinking that you saw an us just as I didI hate myself for wanting you to myselfFor hoping that one day you'll change your mind and pick meI hate myself for being a… Continue reading I Hate Myself for Loving You
You Are Worthy
I’ve been looking for love in all the wrong places, I’ve left the wrong traces, met the wrong faces, I’ve given out pieces of my heart to the wrong masses, People that did not deserve a single piece, In the end all I did was deny myself peace, At some point I thought this is… Continue reading You Are Worthy
Return to Sender
Dear Lover, Oh! Sorry, I meant ex-lover. I’ve been staring at my phone for the past one week hoping you’d call. To be honest, I still want to hear your voice. I’ve been tempted so many times to dial your number. I’m scared to click the send button with a message I wrote about three… Continue reading Return to Sender
I’ll Be on My Way Now
It's useless to think about you, I need to stop asking questions, Yes, I need them answered, But I guess you don't want to. I loved you in every way, I put my life on hold for you, You were mine, or, at least that's what I thought, I was ready to fight for us.… Continue reading I’ll Be on My Way Now
To The Man Who Didn’t Want Me
Thank you for leaving me. Thank you for not wanting me, it’s mutual now. It took me time to heal I bet you don’t know this. I spent the better times of my days wondering what I did to push you away. I used to think it was all my fault. I wondered why you… Continue reading To The Man Who Didn’t Want Me
Sorry I was Never Good Enough
Amid the choices and the voices in your heart, I chose to rest. It was a contest that gave me so much unrest, but I was ecstatic you passed the test. Your warm, bright eyes gave me so much zest, but it was our coalesced hearts that made me believe I was so blessed. Whether… Continue reading Sorry I was Never Good Enough
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