Today was supposed to be a new dayBetterBut still I have the scars of yesterdayThe painStill fresh like yesterdayI miss youBut the smell of yesterday’s pain irritates meThe distractionsFrustrationsBetrayalMake me act outI can’t get these times I’ve spentLoving you
Month: March 2021
Can We Still Be Friends
Don’t act too surprised by my question I know we didn’t end things well Probably wondering why I’ve been calling But amid all this pressure I could use a friend as caring as you Perhaps help save this empty soul somehow It’s a simple question with a lot of depth, I know But can we… Continue reading Can We Still Be Friends
A Letter To The Man I Wish Was Mine
I taught my heart to love you a little too muchI’m not ready to let it watch you love someone else.Before we met I fought hard to make you stayBecause I didn’t want it to end before it even started.I wanted you to see me beyond messages, phone calls and video calls.It didn’t bother me… Continue reading A Letter To The Man I Wish Was Mine
I’m Still Here
Dear lover ex-lover,I was willing to take a cityBut you had to go all bigAnd promise me the worldLook at me nowStruggling to separate myselfFrom all these promises you madeEvery word you said that included forever.I loved you so muchI was not ready to be aloneLook at me nowStruggling to un-love youSpending every time of… Continue reading I’m Still Here
Thirty
I’m counting down the days It’s almost here Neither one would get to thirty without the other We had a deal Are you doing okay? Or should we make us work? I’m still here waiting for you No one seems to replace you You were special this I agree You still are my missing piece… Continue reading Thirty
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